** If you are joining the book club, don't read it**
"Red and raw like my heart..."
In the book Crank by Ellen Hopkins it is about how a perfect girl,Kristina, gets addicted to a drug. It changes her life 360 degrees. She doesn't realize that this would affect her life and also the damage this drug does to you. So she changes her name and her identity yet she is still the same person. One thing I have realized is that once you get addicted to it you can't really stop and you want more just as if you like someone. So I chose this line because Kristina/Bree likes it so much, it is similar to a heart.This line really spoke to me because she found someone that she likes yet she also found a monster that she likes even though it is torturing her around. When I think about this I am surprised how many people are at the peak of the mountain and once they meet it they fall back down from where they started. Something so small can control you around and it can even lead you to changing who you are. This is so addicting that you would want more every time just like when you like someone. You would want to see them more often and you think that they keep your heart beating. Though what we don't realize is that it starts to control you and we can't even see it to stop it from controlling you.
I have seen so many people get addicted and they have finished in destruction. so many girls have babies at such a young age because they fall in to something that they can't see coming. These girls just get addicted to these guys that they don't see what they are doing. They just think about them 100% of the time. they don't see the damage coming towards them. We fall in to deep holes, that sometimes we don't know how to dig our way back out.